stomach fillers and mood killers.

yeah so alot went on today. i honestly can say i dont think i've ever been this upset and disappointed in a longg ass time. My day started off pretty good

I woke up and ate this-

yeah i know the sausage looks burnt but they were great so smd. i went on to my shitty ass school. full of hatred,fake people,negativity and backstabbing teenagers. where respect isn't given on any level and jealousy rules the halls , its like a constant thing over n over but watever. niggas r actually more fake than girls in my case. ummm i hate when people don't show appreciation or w.e so i was tight from jump. I think imma pretty kind fellow and i don't like to be taken advantage of. so my moods fucked up or w.e n then it starts snowing. so afterschool me n my gf took a cab from school to my grandmothers house or w.e shit was $20 smh. I wish i could have that $20 back cuz i ended up heated like 2 hours later. we were having a blast until i saw some shit that fucked my whole month up. What do you do when you know someone wants to take whats yours. By any means necessary and finds it a challenge?. it's crazy when you know the possibility of somethign but you overlook it or keep it to yourself. Then your too blame as well when it actually happens right? i tried to let it go but it kept coming back to my circle of thought and yeah you know how that goes. i just felt like walking out , turning my phone off and throwing hers ou the window n just going somewhere. I just kept my feelings to myself anyway since i'm used to doing that. we got on the G to head to ihop to meetup with ashani,bianca,racheal n tauaishu. This was the first tiem i didn't want to ride the G. But anyway, Ofcourse we got there way before them and had to wait. I had the usual n it kind of helped take my mind off things. After the food was done I got upset all over around which i could have predicted. " friday me and u..ihop" some where along those lines was one of the sentences that kept flowing through my head. " you been duckin me smhh" " jus swipe that green metro n come see me" where involved as well..i have a hard time trusting people. i'm not a jealous person and im not someone who complains for no reason. it takes visual evidence or something i heard with my own ears to actually affect me. i dont wanna go 2 school 2mrw cuz i dnt wanna see anyone that attends my school. Nobody at all. This is the first time in a while that i just wanna be alone,..The first time i wished i was single so i wouldnt have to go through this..lame so people wouldnt know me.,first time i wish i wasn't popular..first time i wish people weren't so fucked up

pics of today or w.e -

and on that note- Nobody hit me up. Goodnight

Dunk Xchange n small change

well yesterday was dunk xchangee =/. I put the face cuz shit was kinda eggh. I was definately disappointed. I woke up madd early cuz i had to be there at 10:15 to meet Frankie. i was hype Rime hadda table n shit tho =). so i hop on the R train at atlantic with wack ass headphones cuz my big dj ones broke =(. I was very coldd cuz i wore my mishka jacket like a douche..I wanted to match so I wore the fitted too lol. We had to wear the Kith x Rime tee n shit to REPRESENT REPRESENT! -_-. the shirts dope to me

KITH X RIME SHIRT-

. I saw Eustace n he gave me a hug on the dunk xchange line and told me he still loved me eventho i couldnt get him in for free =]. he's the hustler of the year even tho he cuddnt sell the Laneys, he had on the mishka beanie i want >=. Kurtiz didnt sell his bbc anniversary tee aha!. Zaiire came burberry'd out n jus stood there like a douche. Me n Musa got turned down all day though. I ended selling my metallics for $140 so that was a plus. But yeahh I took my English final today, that shit was lighter than my complexion -_- i probably spelled that wrong but oh well smd. Today I went to Rime n shit, I missed Musa =(..I ate maddd shiit today though =]. I got christmas gifts 4 michelle, m.i.a ass kyle smh, bianca, n croppy n i picked sumfin up 4 my girl as usual <33. though ="[." 2mrw ="].">

bbq chicken pizzas n rain

today actually turned out good. the weather wass pretty nice. I definately got into a fight in atlantic train station this morning though -_-. smhh hood people..don't ask. anyway yeaah i got to school n saw my gf with my hat on =].she looked real nice n i wanted to sex her up ofcourse cuz im horny 24-7 but thats another issue =/. Felt weird being in school due to the day off yesterday lol. I hadda pretty decent breakfast =]. I left school and went to meetup with iz nasty to sell this bbc tee. ofcourse i got there before him and he sent me the " yo meet me by bkc" text. So i head over there n chill wif collin n bevin n the bkc exprience lol. I'm gunna go back n get the brown varsity since i wanted it all my life and never owned a varsity jacket before =]. While at brooklyn circus I saw ebony again( Goldmine girl) . I've been seeing her everywhere lately but she's a business woman i guess lol. I sold the shirt thankgod and me n musa headed to williamsburg to hit up sum nort recon sample sale shit. Shit was dope. SUBWARE LADIES N GENTLEMEN..COP YOU SOME!. I saw a season 1 bape button up that was kinda plain for $50!. i was gunna buy it and flip it but eggh i chose not to. . Speaking of Musa, I think he and I are related but we just don't know. He looks just like Lupe Fiasco!. Despite how gay this sounds I like being around him you know? we like the same shit n have the same views on the same shit lol. I got my gf a sick ass hellz Bellz hoodie<333. hope ="/..she" xl ="/." didnt ="[." though ="].">

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cuz RISS takin ova!..one city at a time -_-

So this is "K-eazy"'s girlfriend Riss =] bloggin about our day. I was awaken by him at 7:15am -_- 3 hrs b4 i usually wake up. I replied to the txt 2 mins after bcus that how much of a good gf I am. So he came to pick me up in Canarsie Flossy like he always does. i left the house wit sweats and uggs and my mom aint say shet. it was obvious i wasnt goin to skool. BTW I miss cheeks...her crib was odee funn,we ate chinese food and mcdonalds and talked about sex. oooh yeahh. ;] i missed crop yesterday and today bcus me and kareem didnt goo to skool. we watched Paid in full and cuddled. I watched him eat chinese food after sex and i spent 4.50 on the worst pizza of my fuckin life. I spend sum quality time with aunt angie. i love her<33>

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Bad Day

this was an interesting Thursday. I wokeup n didn't wanna move, my gym teacher was absent so we had to go to some classroom n listne to some old lady talk.I ate like 3 different meals today though so i guess that was the bright side but besides that my day was shitty. Hopefully 2mrw's better. But back to today- school blew mine as usual. Typical bothers and typical fake heads did their usual jobs. didn't wanna be in school in the first place but w.e. I spoke to my sissstren shellz today for the first time in yearssss. She always has 8 page papers so she's gone with the wind -_-. My gf got mad for no reason in my opinion. I didn't think the issue was that serious..I didn't even know it would be an issue but hey =/. Since i wasn't with her afterschool i just went to Rime. i made sum more signs n shit. Monclers 20% off n shit like that. I saw a crewneck,Obey flannel and a jacket in the store that i wantt. Probably wont get any of em though. I need moneey n shit as usual soo im trynna sell this wesc crewneck to some kid in my school. i almost got spraypaint on it today but aghh w.e. but overall today was horrible. here's some pics of today n tuesday :

ashy ankles & Pinfield

this is gunna be my whackest blog entry but egh watever =/. the last week or so i've been doing the same shit. rime,school,gf,food. story of my life people. But i'll get back on my blog shit. i chilled with Hot Spittaaaa on black friday lol..n we ate dominos..but you'll see that pic later. Then later that day I chilled with the ":crooks" Gee.P & Kurtiz lol..those guys are funny. Ive been alot fo chinese food and mcdonalds and pizza lately =/. I took my yearbook pics on Monday..they were cute. That 100 styles n running launch party at Rime was cute. Met alotta people n stuff n took some ill as pics =]. it took me like 15 minutes to remember my blogspot.com password n shit cuz i haven't been on this in ages..Today my gf took her yr book pics so i jus took pics and rolled around on the school floor with Crop until she was fiished. Gotta love Croppy lol. My gf took kinda long to take hers but she lookedddd cute as usual =* but my pics are better ofcourse.. yeah here are some pics of the last few days.

Thanksgiving eve & 808's n HeartBreak

So we meet again my blogger comrads. how's it hangin'? Yeah so i been at Rime all week gettin ready 4 Black Friday or w.e. so i bussed out the music selection on 'em n violated everyones music device. so ofcourse Covin got emotional n went home n got madd music 4 no reason to try to outdo me but im the KANG HOMIE (T.I voice). so on monday some kids stole 2 MonClers from the store =/ smh. People stills teal? what year are wein ? but yea yesterday i went to Rime fterschool n rode the train with Sara as usual. always good to have a talk with "croppy" lol. she got madd funny out of nowhere but im still the comedian >=]. She was going to soho with PC so i gotoff at Bergen n went about my bidnassss. i went to brooklyn circus for the first time in monthhss n saw a crewneck i really want. i might go buy it 2morrow but eggh =/. Me n my gf started our "stash" so we can buy a dog when we move in together -_- yeeeeeeeeah. I took madd pics this week n shitt so thats good =] oh yeah and i gota Stussy crewneck yesterday from Rime. shhit is tough even though i don't really mess with stussy like that. I was cold n only had on a t shit under my coat so yeah i put it on lol don't judge me =/. After a hard days work at the store I was hungry and i was only with my gf for like 5 mins in school so I decided to go to her house. She was all in her "pajamas" n stuff n her socks were mad funny. We closed the store at likeee 8:30 n i got onda train n bumped 808's n heartbreak, i think it's unfair to listen to that cd on regualr headphones but thats just me. yeah, i got to bdway junction at like 9 n got there at like 9:15. There was food waiting for me =] isn't that wonderful? long hard day n come home to the wife and a muthafuckinn MEALLLL. I guess that's how its gunna be when we get older and I come back from being a Street Pharmacist and im looking forward to that =]. After we ate n shit i got kanye's album n shit. Say You will is the best song on the album idc what nobody says!. Ofcourse i wanted to have sex and I didnt wana leave =/ but thats just the way love goes. I saw Melissa (my gf's older sister) finally!. havent seen that crackhead in a while. yeaah so i left at like 11:45, i might as well have stayed till 12:00 so i can tell her im thankful fro hern happy thanksgiving n all that gay shit but im too hood 4 all that luvy duvy shit yuhh digg?! I' MSOOOO HOOOOOODDDD! -_-. i waited for like 35 minutes for the fukin A train n it defiantely made C train stops so i was hype for no reason. I got off at Lafayette n walked the rest n i got some tea at the corner sto' n i got home at like 1 but here are some pics of my week-

i thought this face was funny. Happy thanksgiving everyone from me n my lazyass gf lol