stomach fillers and mood killers.

yeah so alot went on today. i honestly can say i dont think i've ever been this upset and disappointed in a longg ass time. My day started off pretty good

I woke up and ate this-

yeah i know the sausage looks burnt but they were great so smd. i went on to my shitty ass school. full of hatred,fake people,negativity and backstabbing teenagers. where respect isn't given on any level and jealousy rules the halls , its like a constant thing over n over but watever. niggas r actually more fake than girls in my case. ummm i hate when people don't show appreciation or w.e so i was tight from jump. I think imma pretty kind fellow and i don't like to be taken advantage of. so my moods fucked up or w.e n then it starts snowing. so afterschool me n my gf took a cab from school to my grandmothers house or w.e shit was $20 smh. I wish i could have that $20 back cuz i ended up heated like 2 hours later. we were having a blast until i saw some shit that fucked my whole month up. What do you do when you know someone wants to take whats yours. By any means necessary and finds it a challenge?. it's crazy when you know the possibility of somethign but you overlook it or keep it to yourself. Then your too blame as well when it actually happens right? i tried to let it go but it kept coming back to my circle of thought and yeah you know how that goes. i just felt like walking out , turning my phone off and throwing hers ou the window n just going somewhere. I just kept my feelings to myself anyway since i'm used to doing that. we got on the G to head to ihop to meetup with ashani,bianca,racheal n tauaishu. This was the first tiem i didn't want to ride the G. But anyway, Ofcourse we got there way before them and had to wait. I had the usual n it kind of helped take my mind off things. After the food was done I got upset all over around which i could have predicted. " friday me and u..ihop" some where along those lines was one of the sentences that kept flowing through my head. " you been duckin me smhh" " jus swipe that green metro n come see me" where involved as well..i have a hard time trusting people. i'm not a jealous person and im not someone who complains for no reason. it takes visual evidence or something i heard with my own ears to actually affect me. i dont wanna go 2 school 2mrw cuz i dnt wanna see anyone that attends my school. Nobody at all. This is the first time in a while that i just wanna be alone,..The first time i wished i was single so i wouldnt have to go through this..lame so people wouldnt know me.,first time i wish i wasn't popular..first time i wish people weren't so fucked up

pics of today or w.e -

and on that note- Nobody hit me up. Goodnight