stressed n accussed

so aint shit new.
my computer broke so i havent been on the internet..my camera has been pointless cuz i have no computer to transfer pics 2. so this a short one just to speak my mind. no pics or fun or laughs. i haven't been doing much of anything lately..i stayed inda bed for the most of the day. cuz i just didnt feel like moving. didn't know that was a crime..i sleep and im accused of everything in the book EXCEPT sleeping. i dont understand females. you'll tell them one thing and they'll swear on life itself that your lying. wateva im used to it.

as usual im stressed and accused. aint shit change'

mohawks n rudebwoy tingss

yeah so im madd tired rightt now so imma make this one short. im tight cuz idk wats wrong with the font n the font color..shits acting gay so now its looks like Microsoft Word -_--..yesterday I went to school n shit yeah blah blah blah.I had a nice ass sausage n biscuit breakfast with tea WHICH I tok a pic of =[...I had some nice laughs wit crop in government..i hope we not failing =/. niggas be on my blogg in classs! =]..I saww my gf =] n stuff. Biancas coat was niceee. Afterschool me n sara went to Union Square so i could get my grandmother a $10 pen -_-. and then we went to Rugby. I got my gf a hat n a bag =]. I got a hat too cuz im ballin like that $$$$$$$$$$$$ -_-. After 14th st me n sara got verbally attacked by some homeless man in Wendys =/. Then we hopped back on the L n headed back to Canarsie. I got some mcdonalds n went to my gf's house to give her the stuff and I stayed for a little bit. I gave myself a mohawk =D..it was supposed to be a joke at first but I took it too far and i want my hair to be like that forever =/. You'll see those picss later on..I made one my myspace default =) butt im hungry so heres the picss

Sunday at Spitta's

yooooo! partyyy peoplee! suckinnn on summ balllsss, smokinn marijuana! lol. So today I metup with Dru at like 2:45 n we went to Hot Spittaa's cribbbb. Haven't been there in awhile n it was a decent re-union. he still goes hard for Stussy -_- butt I Finally got that good ass iced tea back in my lifee!. I'm gunna cop some APC's noww for suree. Lotta laughs n jokess n shit.We should do this 3some shit more often guys ;-]. Even though Dru had a lolipop in his mouth 80% of the day =/. I wanted to go to sleep but I couldn't get over how good that iced tea wasss. I mean I had it many times before but today it was extra delicious. But anyway, Kadeem n Dru played 2k9 for the most part while I listened to music n textd my gf. I miss her even though I was with her at this time lastnight. That's the way love goes ya know? This is my second blog of the day =). SHOUTOUTSS TO JAVIER..he comments every one of my blogs and makes me feel good about myself lol. He's my number 1 blog commenter and i lovee him<33. me ="]" died ="/

it's Saturdayy! stickky iccky ickyy

Goodmorning everyone, I'm kinda grumpy right now cuz my gf woke me up -_-. I was having the greatest sleep of my life..then my phone rang on loud right next 2 my face =/. I still love her thouggh. So yesterday!......umm........ I wore my vandals for the first time since like 11th or 10th grade. I hadd those shits since like 9th grade. I love them though so smd. Yesterday I wokeup n had a greaat ass breakfasst then headed to Rime. Had a nice day with Musa cuz he completes me <33. Nigass had MADDD pizzaaa and i took a pic of mine before i tore that shit up..then Shellz cameee =]]..haven't seen her since the last party so that was a nice suprise. She gave me my xmas gift. She's the besst sister in thee worlddd. Her sister doesn't talk and Musa was giving her the eye lol. They look alike to me. Then Rain n Chase came thruu n shitt. After Rime I got on the train and headed to my gf's house =],. I saw Eustace at Bdway Junction but he didnt see me =(. I got on the L trainn then went to Mcdonalds n got some weird ass order for her. I got there at 10 o clock cuz i can do that.She sat there and ate in my face -_-. I was starving but I also wanted to have sex so I didn't complain lol, I think I have a sex problem but eggh w.e. then Melissaaa camee =]. She was in a bad mood which hurt my feelings but i still love her. She definately wore Bred 11's in the snow -_-. Speaking of snow, me n riss had a snowball fight. She got destroyed, I kinda felt bad cuz i was od'in. Then she started throwing big ass ice blocks. I tried to tell her that could damage my sexual performance if I was hit but she didn't listen. Then we came in and had some tea =]. I ended up staying till 12:30 then i leftt n shit. Had a nice nap on the L train as usual n ended up getting home at 2 cuz of the stupid G train. I was planning to sleep till like 3 but ofcourse she woke me up so here I am.

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Snoww =]

Well i just wokeup a little while ago..Yesterday was an interesting day. I went to school and then it started snowingg n shit =]. I was madd hype but my gf wasn't -_-. Oh yeah me and her are back to normal now =]. I wass hungry but didn't eat lunch for some odd reason. Me n crop had some good laughs in Government as alwayss. I had like 5 snowball fights with the juniors n random people who were walking past. It was fun..felt like Halo in real life. Yeah whatever, so afterschool I headed to Rime. my feet were wet n cold n shit cuz i never wear boots. I got to Rime n did some work n shit. I wore the PenField snorkle aroudn the store for half the ay even though i didnt buy it yet. I want it badly but i have like 4 or 5 coats already but that shit is tuff. I took a pic with it n made it my myspace default cuz I think i look cute. I ate chinese but the lo mein didn't really hit the spot. I usually just get my regular but I was told to "broaden my horizons" so eggh watever. I got new headphones n shit =] they're Sony but they work just as good as the Bose ones did and were a lot more affordable. After Rime I ran like 10 blocks to Court st to swipe my school metrocard before 9 o clock cuz i didnt wanna pay the 2 dollars =/, i swiped at 8:58 though ;-]. That was real black of me but hey what can i say ya know?. I waited for the R for like 45 minutes ns ht then i took it to Canal st n got to Mike's party n shit. saw everyone n the whole 9. then everybody was doing the normal drunk routines then a fight broke out..madd black people brawlin n shit n Mike kicked everyone out so I left. Niggas don't think. WHy care for someone who deosn't care for you?. Poeple do anything to be down or fit in..no matter WHAT it takes. I'm starting to realize that you can't change people..people are gunna do what they want no matter what you say. The word "friend" is a term that's used to loosely, there's a thin line between a friend and an associate...I beleive you have to go through certain obstacles and situations with someone before you can call them your friend. But hey, That's life. Im odd hungrry right noww but i don't wanna get up. I gotta be at Rime for 3:30 today so i get to relax until then..

here's some pics of yesterday:

stomach fillers and mood killers.

yeah so alot went on today. i honestly can say i dont think i've ever been this upset and disappointed in a longg ass time. My day started off pretty good

I woke up and ate this-

yeah i know the sausage looks burnt but they were great so smd. i went on to my shitty ass school. full of hatred,fake people,negativity and backstabbing teenagers. where respect isn't given on any level and jealousy rules the halls , its like a constant thing over n over but watever. niggas r actually more fake than girls in my case. ummm i hate when people don't show appreciation or w.e so i was tight from jump. I think imma pretty kind fellow and i don't like to be taken advantage of. so my moods fucked up or w.e n then it starts snowing. so afterschool me n my gf took a cab from school to my grandmothers house or w.e shit was $20 smh. I wish i could have that $20 back cuz i ended up heated like 2 hours later. we were having a blast until i saw some shit that fucked my whole month up. What do you do when you know someone wants to take whats yours. By any means necessary and finds it a challenge?. it's crazy when you know the possibility of somethign but you overlook it or keep it to yourself. Then your too blame as well when it actually happens right? i tried to let it go but it kept coming back to my circle of thought and yeah you know how that goes. i just felt like walking out , turning my phone off and throwing hers ou the window n just going somewhere. I just kept my feelings to myself anyway since i'm used to doing that. we got on the G to head to ihop to meetup with ashani,bianca,racheal n tauaishu. This was the first tiem i didn't want to ride the G. But anyway, Ofcourse we got there way before them and had to wait. I had the usual n it kind of helped take my mind off things. After the food was done I got upset all over around which i could have predicted. " friday me and u..ihop" some where along those lines was one of the sentences that kept flowing through my head. " you been duckin me smhh" " jus swipe that green metro n come see me" where involved as well..i have a hard time trusting people. i'm not a jealous person and im not someone who complains for no reason. it takes visual evidence or something i heard with my own ears to actually affect me. i dont wanna go 2 school 2mrw cuz i dnt wanna see anyone that attends my school. Nobody at all. This is the first time in a while that i just wanna be alone,..The first time i wished i was single so i wouldnt have to go through this..lame so people wouldnt know me.,first time i wish i wasn't popular..first time i wish people weren't so fucked up

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and on that note- Nobody hit me up. Goodnight

Dunk Xchange n small change

well yesterday was dunk xchangee =/. I put the face cuz shit was kinda eggh. I was definately disappointed. I woke up madd early cuz i had to be there at 10:15 to meet Frankie. i was hype Rime hadda table n shit tho =). so i hop on the R train at atlantic with wack ass headphones cuz my big dj ones broke =(. I was very coldd cuz i wore my mishka jacket like a douche..I wanted to match so I wore the fitted too lol. We had to wear the Kith x Rime tee n shit to REPRESENT REPRESENT! -_-. the shirts dope to me

KITH X RIME SHIRT-

. I saw Eustace n he gave me a hug on the dunk xchange line and told me he still loved me eventho i couldnt get him in for free =]. he's the hustler of the year even tho he cuddnt sell the Laneys, he had on the mishka beanie i want >=. Kurtiz didnt sell his bbc anniversary tee aha!. Zaiire came burberry'd out n jus stood there like a douche. Me n Musa got turned down all day though. I ended selling my metallics for $140 so that was a plus. But yeahh I took my English final today, that shit was lighter than my complexion -_- i probably spelled that wrong but oh well smd. Today I went to Rime n shit, I missed Musa =(..I ate maddd shiit today though =]. I got christmas gifts 4 michelle, m.i.a ass kyle smh, bianca, n croppy n i picked sumfin up 4 my girl as usual <33. though ="[." 2mrw ="].">

bbq chicken pizzas n rain

today actually turned out good. the weather wass pretty nice. I definately got into a fight in atlantic train station this morning though -_-. smhh hood people..don't ask. anyway yeaah i got to school n saw my gf with my hat on =].she looked real nice n i wanted to sex her up ofcourse cuz im horny 24-7 but thats another issue =/. Felt weird being in school due to the day off yesterday lol. I hadda pretty decent breakfast =]. I left school and went to meetup with iz nasty to sell this bbc tee. ofcourse i got there before him and he sent me the " yo meet me by bkc" text. So i head over there n chill wif collin n bevin n the bkc exprience lol. I'm gunna go back n get the brown varsity since i wanted it all my life and never owned a varsity jacket before =]. While at brooklyn circus I saw ebony again( Goldmine girl) . I've been seeing her everywhere lately but she's a business woman i guess lol. I sold the shirt thankgod and me n musa headed to williamsburg to hit up sum nort recon sample sale shit. Shit was dope. SUBWARE LADIES N GENTLEMEN..COP YOU SOME!. I saw a season 1 bape button up that was kinda plain for $50!. i was gunna buy it and flip it but eggh i chose not to. . Speaking of Musa, I think he and I are related but we just don't know. He looks just like Lupe Fiasco!. Despite how gay this sounds I like being around him you know? we like the same shit n have the same views on the same shit lol. I got my gf a sick ass hellz Bellz hoodie<333. hope ="/..she" xl ="/." didnt ="[." though ="].">

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