updated feelings

soooo i been ghost. i knowwww. i have an afro n shitt. this recession is hittin me hard cuz eveyrone who gives me money has less money now so therefore I have less money now.

im stressed as usual.
im sensitive.
im back into the seriousness of school and college n shit.
im being harassed..idc how that sounds.
im tight.
i see shit and dont say nuffin.
my moods fucked up.
i don't ever get a break.
I miss Michelle (shellz) alottttttttt.
I miss my little brother.
I miss my pops.
Me Dru n kadeem r cool n shit again like before so thass a plus.
emotional rollercoasters..ups and downns n shit.
maybe if i were alone with nobody and nothing I guess I would appreciate things more and wouldnt be going through this but I guess im fortunate.
people around annoy me.
i dislike snake niggas.
i cant have friends unless theyre mutual apparently.
have no time 4 hatin niggas or people who desire to crush my happiness.
I miss kyle( Saddity).


I'm stressed and misunderstood...aint shit change.

new years day and parlay'

Happy new year everybody! =]
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so im horny as usual, computers broke. cameras broke. havent had a haircut in a long ass time. I miss my lil mohawk though =/ But i deadass have waves now ..thats how long its been since I cut my shit...eggh oh well..i havent blogged in a long time. My wife,rime n food is what i been doing lately..umm me n my gf went to johnny rockets the other day n had sum hot ass buffalo wings that made me wanna scream. Then we went to Washington square park n sat n listened to some white guys play the guitar in the freezing cold. Thats love ya know? SOOOOOOOOOOOO Lastnight was new years eve and i spent it with my gf<33333 Like i said I was cuz imma good guy ya know?. I was with her her mom and her sister when the ball dropped =]. we prayed n stuff n i wanted to sleepover. When the ball dropped then it officially became out 6 month anniversary ..awww..isn't that romantic? =]. I took a cab home at like 1:45 n i had a connection with the driver. He was kinda cute for a chubby white guy. The cab came out to be $34 but i paid that shit light. i feel like throwing my gf on sara's couch and sexing her brains out right now butt egh im controlling myself =/. umm niggas just FUCKED UP some domino's =].We were supposed to finish this government project but it aint lookin good. We're kickin' it wit crop though so thats always good =]. I don't wanna go back to school...ever. Niggas havent seen Bianca in years n i miss herr =(. This is the first day of 2009 n shit and i spent with mi gyal. I don't really have any resolutionss except to hurryup n graduate, open up a bank account with
my gf..make n save more money and have more sex. ohh and to Sell more shit then i did in 08
=]. Yeah so now to todayss picss-